The Princess Has Arrived

My tiny bundle I have carried since November has arrived. She is snuggled against me as I write this. She is so beautiful. Her arrival was something I will cherish for a lifetime. 

I wrote my last post while in labor and she was in my arms a few short hours later.

I do not like quiet I have to have something going on around me. Probably why I am not the biggest fan of nature and all that jazz. The TV noise didn't help. It annoyed me. Instead when I hit Stage 1 and Active Labor stage I turned on some music like the one above in the video and I called my friends. 

The water felt good but I had decided to change to chair and before Matthew had a chance to help me with the breathing I was pushing her out while standing up. My friends were hearing her birth and everything. I was amazed at how little pain I was in. I have always heard that laying on your back wasn't a good thing and now I completely agree. 

She was placed against me and Matthew came over there to look her and check on me as well. Her arrival was so peaceful. My niece thinks that fairies brought her. And perhaps they are right. I was talking to three fairies when I gave birth to Kate so just perhaps that is why. Plus I hear one of those fairies knows Tinker Bell personally, may one day she can help Kate believe in fairies. 

I know one of the gifts I have treasured was from Hunter herself. She gave me the files of Disney's Princess Lullabies and we have had it on repeat. Kate has been sung to, rock to, fed to, and held to these songs on repeat. It makes me feel like a princess myself. Hunter said it works amazingly with her tiny Luna and I see why now.

My tiny princess is in already loving books and fairytales. It makes me smile that us reading to her makes her content and stop crying. She just loves to stare at us. I blame Matthew and the three fairies for making this so magical, but I am not complaining. I love magical, sparkling memories. 

No Matter How Much Of A Man

... You Are When A Little Girl Wants To A Princess, You Spin Her Around Because She Is.

Where I am sitting at right now I can see Matthew spinning around my nieces, Avary, Frances, Zoey, and Khloie and my daughter, Bella. They are dressed up like princesses. He is bent over and actually dancing with them and they are loving it. 

I have to admit this is one of the reasons I married him. He loves Disney Princesses and he loves to treat girls as such as long as they act like it. He goes out of his way to treat me and my daughter like a princess and a queen. 

One of things that I just laugh at people about; I married Matthew for his money. Uh huh, right. Pretty sure my net worth is triple his. I earned mine, myself, pretty cheeks. He grins when people say he married me for my money. These are the people who have no idea about the behind scenes with us. Trust we will be happy to tell you but have a strong stomach.

Matthew proves to me every day that he wants to be with me and it's not about the money, sex or anything like that. It's the being called beautiful every day, it's having my breakfast picked out, it's him wanting my opinion on what he wears to work and it's him showing me his latest accomplishments in his new hobbies. That's when I know I have found the best man on the planet for me. 

And trust me right now I feel our next tiny princess dancing with him already and I told him such. He got misty eyed on me and knelt down and kissed her and then danced with me a few times around the room. Little Katherine daddy is twirling you too already. 

A Shoe Can Change Your Life

We all have those moments where we realized we have changed. Sometimes it's for the better and sometimes it's for the worse. Time changes a person regardless of what they do in time. How you handle the change is really what defines you in life.

Looking at my other blog I can see just how far I have come in my life. I am not a wishful thinker anymore. I am a person that gets up and does what she wants to happen. Sometimes my time goals are not achieved but things happen that we cannot control.

I have been looking forward to blogging again since I have found peace in my life. I will explain in more detail what changes I have made in my life in a later post because I find it important to be upfront and I think it will help me to express how I feel about those changes.

This is not going just personal blog. I have many hobbies and loves that I plan to share with you; pole dancing, weddings, Disney, cooking, baking, fashion, books, and games.

I know that's a strange combination of things but it's who I am and what I love. I am 29 (and holding on) girl trying to better herself through all the chaos of being a friend, wife, mother, sister, aunt, cousin and boss. This time I am taking you all along for the journey.